Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in deathangelxxx's LiveJournal:

Saturday, March 18th, 2006
4:40 am	Naval Ball Omigosh the Naval Ball is on April 29!I have asked two guys already and both said no.Sooooooooo I am going to ask the guy from last year whom I went to school,Sunday school,and got confirmed with.He is a hot guy!If I could I would date him.I have had a huge crush since forever.I told my boyfriend about him.He said it was fine with him and it was cool.I love him, I can do whatever I want,well almost he still cares what I do.Then what kind of b/f would he be if he didn't.Loving two guys at once?That is so not right.Anyway I am remembering what happened last year.How I was so tired that I told my friend "sure I don't care tell him I like him." Earlier I felt so shy and embarrased that both our families were there taking pictures I had my head down andI whenever I said a word it was like a mummer.I felt embarrased later on that I forgot to tell him that I thought he looked great that I said it in a rush and I said, "Lets get this straight B.J you look really hot.I really mean that." Hopefully he can come again because he and John are the only guys that even dance with me even if both have two left feet!Oh well it's better than nothing.The only thing I found wierd was when I felt a little jealous when he was dancing with one of my friends and he kept on looking at me.I thought it was so funny when I ordered steak instead of chicken he grabbed my leg and he asked me into my ear "don't give it back to them."I just looked at him and he was quite serious and I just said "no of coarse not."I wasn't going to but Commander sure said out loud if it wasn't what you ordered give it back and you can get the other dish.He just said alright and moved away and I think I saw him look in the corner of his eye looking at me then back to his dish. The whole table ordered chicken and my friend's brother ordered steak.It did not look good but he said it was but I was enjoying my chicken though.Most of my pictures didn't come out but some did.He even met my recruiter!Everyone loved him and Master Seargant and Commander liked him the most of all the dates there!I hope he says yes again.I would more and liklie be moving over the summer to Atlanta Georgia.I would miss everything here.I hope Lockheart would leave me alone because she wants me to quit.Even Master Seargant got on her case about her asking too many questions and I am a whole lot prettier than she is.He told her to leave me alone but I don't think she will hopefully she will at the ball instead of dragging B.J telling him I like him and he should say how he feels.Just because it worked with her and her boy friend doesn't mean it would work out between us.I hate her I just want to punch her.Boy,did Master Seargant kick me to the punch he told her she is going to hell and I have a good heart and I am going to heaven,even though that is true he said it for the wrong reasons but I am glad he said that and boy did she want to fight against that and she shut up after he gave her a look.I love him including Williams one of my best friends in ROTC.I need help they will always back me up including Master Chief and Commander.Oh yea can't forget about Coach Bass and Coach Greene.I told dad about this boot camp for Cross Country in Annapolis at the Naval Academy.Dad said he will look into it and he will think about it!I am so scyched!They turn a begginer to a state champ.I am no begginer but I am one of the best at my school.This is so cool if I could become a state runner I would be so popular and more respect in ROTC.I hope I can go.Coach Greene said he will look it up for me during Spring Break to see if I this something that would be worth the money and time.I haven't talked to Coach Bass yet but I am going to ask him first thing I get back to school!I am shocked I could do 115 sit-ups with a sprained ankle.I have been on crutches for 5 weeks and I am finally walking without the crutches.Wouldn't it be funny with me at the Naval Ball with crutches?I had high hopes this year to go to the Naval Academy but maybe next year.I can run but I don't know how far I can go.You know what I mean?I am going to see the doctor the Monday I come back.Anyway, a captain in the Navy gave me her dress and it has real crystals in it.It's all blue and black and it is all puffy.She gave it to me and it cost her $300 can you believe it?And she gave it to me,to me!It would be so cool if I win the Sophmore court and get the pretty crown.My friend who I got a little jealous of she got upset with me because I didn't want her to win.What was I going to do?Say I hope she wins when I am also running?Please?I wasn't born yeaterday!Oh well,I have to go until next time. deathangelxxx Current Mood: giddy
Sunday, March 12th, 2006
8:45 am	My February and March :( I am tired as hell!I want to go to sleep so bad!I had to go to a ROTC competition yesterday,all day.Today I have been studying my head off for the Exams on Tuesday and Wednesday.I want to shoot my head.Let me tell you,it does not help when you have a sprained ankle and you have been on crutches for 6 weeks.I did something to two of my fingers they are either numb or burning.My teacher said poor circulation but my parents say I am pinching a nerve.I was almost suspended for 3 days for fighting with this girl named Andrea.I don't know what to say about her.I sereiously don't.My friend and I (I think) are back to being friends.She said she has been trying suicide and her sister who is one of first friends in high school was being tested for cancer.My freind got raped then she had a miscarriage then she got raped again and in about a month or two she will be do.She still hasn't told her parents nor her guardian either.She is huge though.She will put it up for adoption.Her boyfriend who has been one of my first friends and only friend last year for Cross Country, he is taking antidpressent.He scratched my ROTC shoe,I cried once I got home.I am out for the rest of Track season because I polevolted and sprained my ankle.My grades are all C's except ROTC which I have a "B."D.J said he wouldn't go to the military ball even though he said he would.I am asking Sam and he said he will get back with me.My home room was really mean.While I was watching a movie in class and/or reading someone took one of my crutches and later found it under a pair of desks against the wall.We won the competition that Master Seargant will hopefully go easy on all of us cadets tomorrow.I ran into my Cross Country coach and he said I had to get rid of the crutches before someone will think I was hurt.Mum told him I ran and he said good for me.I told him that if I was bad next year in running he has my permission to kick me off the team.My mum's car broke down and we bought my grandfathers car after we borrowed a friends extra car.Dad was not happy. I got to go,I have more studying to do before I go to bed.Lord help me!Wish me luck,DeathAngelxxx. Current Mood: stressed
Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
7:55 pm	X-Mas Man I wish it wasn't so cold.I would love to run or bike ride or anything.I still haven't decorated my tree yet.Well maybe a little.My dad is coming home tonight I can't wait!I still need to do my Christmas shopping.My nana is coming to town Friday.I just did 115 sit-ups and 64 push-ups.I want to kill my friend she really wants me to go on a blind date with her friend who is 19 already.I already have a boy friend who lives out of state.My parents want me go out with a guy who lives here.But I need one that doesn't go to my school.If he does he has to give me more space then following me everywhere.I already miss Cross Country.I didn't do much this year because I caught MONO.Get this two other runners had it too.My leader stupisly forgot t otell me when the Nutcracker was supposed to happen.I am pissed at her.But for now I have cabin fever.I got to do something before I explode.My friends are either out of town,at work,or can't come because they don't have a ride.Oh well I guess it is for the best my family can't afford me getting sick we just found out that 70% people need to get their tonsils out if they got MONO.I am of caurse one of them. I swear I catch everything.C U soon deathangelxxx Current Mood: energetic
Sunday, October 9th, 2005
11:26 am	blah im so bored like WOAHHHH Current Mood: excited Current Music: Solider- Destiny's Child